vent rant: i’m so done with this but i don’t wannna be. i wish he could see me. but then again, i’m leaving in only a month. a month from tomorrow. wow. this year feels like it’s been going on for 34 leap years.. i’m so bored with everything and nothing excites me anymore. thinking of him. it pains me that i can’t have him now. if only we had time. but that seems to always be the issue. time. you either have too much or too little. never just enough. i’m bored with life. i feel uncertain about my future. i feel confused. about everything. i wish i could talk to him about it. i wish he could wipe my tears, hug me, hold me and tell me everything is gonna be okay. that he loves me and he’s here for me. but that’s not happening. we don’t have time. FUCK JUST LET ME BE DONE.